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Book Description

Natalie Campbell loses time. She’ll wake up in different places with no memory of how she got there. The blackouts are a symptom of her PTSD, which began after she was sexually assaulted by her boss, who was found not guilty. But she found ways to cope by setting up routines and relying on her supportive husband, Ryan. Then one day, her husband is accused of committing the same crime that ruined her life.

Natalie desperately wants to believe he is innocent, but when Alice Lytton, the young woman who accused him, is found murdered in the woods near their house, she begins to doubt the man she married.

DI Helen Stratton is also healing from old wounds. Her older sister disappeared when she was 16, and the police didn’t bother to investigate. Vowing to help other lost and vulnerable girls, she joined the force. Stratton is ready to do whatever it takes to catch the killer and bring justice to her sister and Alice.

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Elise’s Thoughts

Believe Me Now by S. M. Govett is a gripping thriller with a very puzzling case. The dual narration between a victim and a detective help to make the story more suspenseful.

The victim is Natalie Campbell, who ten years ago was sexually assaulted by her boss who was found not guilty.  One day later, he died of a heart attack and ever since Natalie has been receiving threatening letters.  She has blackouts, a symptom of PTSD. Now ten years later she has found ways to cope by setting up routines and relying on her supportive husband, Ryan. But that comes to an end when Ryan is accused of committing the same crime of sexual assault. To make matters worse, Ryan’s accuser is found dead in the woods.

Investigating the crime, DI Helen Stratton thinks Ryan is guilty.  She, like Natalie, is suffering from a backstory of the disappearance of her sister Karen.  She joined the police to help other lost and vulnerable girls and to do whatever it takes to catch the preparators.

This story is fast paced and riveting. Readers will be on the edge of their seats as they try to figure out who can be believed and who cannot. It appears most of the characters are suspects and are guilty including Natalie and her husband Ryan. The twists add to the suspense and will throw people a curveball.

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Author Interview

Elise Cooper: Does this book have two stories about bosses making advances?

Sarah (S. M.) Govett: I wanted to write how there are power imbalances that come into play and how power can be abused. There was a mutual one and one without consent. Detective Helen Stratton had a mutual one but did face additional challenges. Yet, her boss still had some power over her.

EC: How did you get the idea for the story?

SMG: I wanted to write a thriller with belief systems.  For example, there is such a thing as rule of law, innocent people will walk free, guilty people will go to jail, or if someone works hard, they will succeed. I wanted to take them away from my protagonist, Natalie, one by one, so her whole world crumbles.

EC:  How would you relate both characters, Detective Stratton and Natalie?

SMG: I wanted them to seem like chalk and cheese characters.  They both had traumatic events in their life.  Natalie responded by cocooning her life where her home is her only safe place, and she does not want to step outside of it. Whereas Stratton has overcome her trauma by developing a tough as nails exterior with a softer underbelly that very few people see. I like the idea that “home” represents safety and a prison.  These are two women whose life and personalities have changed because something happened in their past and they were not believed. Stratton and her mom were not believed by the police when they said Karen, the sister/daughter, had not runaway. Both Natalie and Stratton coped in completely different ways.

EC: How would you describe Natalie’s PTSD?

SMG: She has an inner strength and is stronger than she thinks she is, which she discovers at the end. She has a form of PTSD. Hers has come about because she was sexually assaulted by her boss and then she is not believed in court. This has fractured her memory system giving her blackouts during stressful triggering situations and has her carry out tasks she will not remember.  There are three strikes for her: she was assaulted by her boss, she was not believed, and had a stalker, her attacker’s wife.

EC: How would you describe Natalie?

SMG: She feels powerless. She runs from trauma, insecure, anxious, and paranoid. In the book she thinks she is existing rather than living.

EC: How would you describe Ryan?

SMG: Protective, calm, controlled, and gets frustrated.

EC: How would you describe the relationship between Ryan and Natalie?

SMG: He wants her to push herself, engaging more with the outside world other than with her best friend, Rachel. He is very supportive.  He agreed to move and not be around families with young children since she could no longer become pregnant after the rape. She considers him her soulmate who represents her home, rock, and stability. Yet, she chased Ryan away and does not take any responsibility that in some ways the marriage is faltering.  She still really loves him, but his touch can be triggering.

EC: How would you describe Detective Stratton?

SMG:  Untrusting, sarcastic, can be seen as caring, and wants answers. She has a fire in her to get cases having to do with young women who have disappeared.  For her, these women always represent her sister.

EC: What about the role of Alice?

SMG: She accuses Ryan of rape.  Now Natalie has her trauma played all over again. She wants to make something of herself and is considered charming, a people person.  Ryan became intimate with her once. I think Ryan’s actions are flawed but understandable but there are a lot of readers who think he is an absolute baddie for what he has done. Natalie at first believed her because besides Ryan no one believed her.  She is very wary of doubting the testimony of women when it comes to sexual assault.

EC: How would you describe Stratton’s boss who had the affair with her, Parker?

SMG: He is a jerk, wants power over her.  He is gutless. I want all my characters to be flawed instead of incredibly bad.  He is a weak flawed man. He is attracted to Stratton, wants sex with her, but also wants to be married. He is weak.  He wants to have what he wants.  When it becomes difficult for him, he wants to walk away unscathed. She sees him as a weak man.  She could destroy his life by making the affair public and she knows he is a little bit scared of her. But she will not do it. Because he knows this is the anniversary of her sister’s disappearance, he is mistakenly trying to protect her by sheltering her from work. Whereas what she really needs to do is to drown herself in work.

EC: Next books?

SMG: There will be more Stratton, but I’m also excited about a sci-fi thriller that I’ve recently completed.

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